Night, Life, and Circle

Tonight i was just sitting on a chair that helps me to face my small laptop. This saturday night is not different from previous nights that i have been through since several months ago. I have no life except "making love" with a bunch of journals and it happens again tonight. But, i feel so exhausted now and just need to take a rest in my small apartment.

At the moment I am living in 7th floor of my apartment which is incredibly nice, simply because it gives me a lake view. I am so lucky to get this place because whenever i get bored with any kind of things that make me so, i just immediately take a walk to my room and stand facing the lake.

It is a beautiful lake which i believe can give a lot of inspiration for those who like playing violin. I am now observing the lake again, but there is something different from the days that i have been through while looking at the lake. Now all lights are so beautiful and make the whole city blinking as if they are giving a signal to the sun "don't come to shine us till further notice".

You know what I am so obsessed with the nature which includes this lake. My obsession can feel that this lake will always hypnotize anyone who comes to see it. If a man comes here with a girl whom he wants to give her a "shout" of his feeling, although the girl has no slightest feeling on him, she will be unconsciously accepting him once he made a "confession" of his love. If there is a man who wants to prove his love to a girl by saying "i will do everything for you even though i have to jump and stay inside the lake for 3 hours"- although it is uttered as lip service - the guy will unconsciously do it without thinking anymore what will happen to him and the girl who still needs his ride to go home...cuz she is broken gurl..

Oh ghost i might exaggerate this lake but in fact it is real. I can sense with a very deep of my soul. So, this is just a way i do to get rid of the boredom whenever i encounter with a bloody boring daily life- dealing with journals that never end. Although it is boring but i always look at a bright future which is already waiting for me and is absolutely determined by this bloody boring daily activities. In fact, it made me realized that life is just a same circle that we are experiencing with various kinds of ornaments.

Ramsey Lake